I don't know where or how to start about my past life till now but someone gives me courage to share all what I've been through.I am not crying for what I am now just to grab some attention for you to (Kaawan).
Study Issue- I studied at Iloilo Doctors College,West Timawa Iloilo city.I feel in love with a guy subrang inlove sabi nila bawal daw pagsabayin ang studies at pag boyfriend kasi nga hindi daw makakatapos.Naging inspirasyon ko siya yun nga naka graduate ako ng 2 years na Aid ko.so happy that time kasi sabi ko makaka proceed ako ng 3rd year. Pero sadyang hindi sumabay sa akin ang taghana..kasi during that time of my graduation nagdadalng taao na pala ako. Pero bata pa 19 years old akala ko irregular lng. Hanggang sa naging 5 months na yung tiyan ko. At doon pa nalaman ng mama ko na pregnant ako. Thanks god mababit mga kapatid ko. Even a single word of mura hindi ako nakarinig ng masamang salita galing sa kanila.lalo na mama ko. At it never come to my mind na iplaglag yung anak ko.Hindi ko kaya kasi blessing from God yung angel. Masaya kami ng boyfriend ko pero it sad to say I and him hindi rin kami nagkatuluyan..ayaw ko kasi sumama sa isang taong iresponsable. After I've delivered my son I have no chance na maka proceed sa Nursing degree ko. Due to financial status.
Love Issue- Akala ko sya na at akala ko na yung subrang love mo na tao sya yung makakatuloyan,But then Again, for me in my opinion - GREAT FIRST LOVE IS A TEST- at that's a lesson sa life , kaya pala may mind tayo para mag isip if mag ka mali tayo, Now I am happy being a single mom, peru not that much , Kasalukoyan nandito po ako sa KUWAIT ngayon nag work at nag susumikap para sa only child ko. At sasabihin ko sa kanya -Hold on, sorry I have to cut , I was crying writing this, Na Anak nagkamali na si Mama noon at ayokong mangyari sayo eto ngayon , So ,I will do whatever it takes maging maayos ang buhay mo, Ibibigay ko lahat pati buhay ko ,Ikaw ang mundo ko , mawala lang lahat sa mundo huwag lang ikaw anak. Ikaw ang nag- bibigay sakin ng lakas para tumayo at mag sikap anak.Mahal na Mahal kita subra at patawad if lumalaki ka wala ako sa piling mo etong hirap pawis at dugo na niraranas ko ay para sayo anak. I'm not perfect anak peru para sayo mag-papaka perpekto ako. At this point in my life, mahirap maging single mom super hirap pala lahat gagawin mo para sa mahal mo.Peru meron kang lesson na na tutunan ang lumaban at maging matatag. All I ask from God is gawin nya pong akong instrumento para sa anak ko at sa pamilya ko.
My Favorite Quotes :
"You don't have to look that far. Everything you need's inside your heart.Don't ever let em change who you are cause everything you needs inside your heart."
My Life - Remember this nobody will help you except "yourself"claim it.
My Achievements: During my stay in Kuwait for quiet sometime, slowly meron narin akong na pundar, Yes!!! I admit ang hirap ng buhay bilang OFW subrang hirap,Peru sanayan lang yan, I am here because I have a plan. Now , I realize na hindi talaga sapat na kumita ng isang income lang.One day, I meet a guy not totally na na- meet,Na kilala ko sya through FB lng , I just wonder what they are talking about on the net. Sometimes you need a outlet who you can lean on,In short, need po natin na may kadamay ka para maging matatag lalo na sa amin na OFW mag-isa at halos araw araw nag tratrabaho, Yung lungkot at luha mo hindi mababyaran nang kahit anong amount na pera. Again, my eyes is widely open, I said to myself , I want to get out the box maging open minded lang, Cause , I have a goal , at ayakong tumanada dito na ganito ako lng ako. So , I decided na mag research na yung maka help sa personality ko na mag -grow , I hate reading talaga make me sick, But in times like this sa status ko I have to. Ops!!! I know it sounds creepy, But then again, I cry now.So Lonely, and I SPEAK to Myself , if when eto matatapos, Sorry I have to let it out lang po. and;
Na pa ayos ko na yung maliit namin na house at so far ok lng po yung anak ko happy ako, Peru at this moment nag iimpok po ako para sa future plans ko na mag business nang Rice dealer or small convenience store.Before , sa mind ko makapadala lang sa kanila monthly ok lang kasi alam ko sa katapusan meron akong salary, Sad to tell you kulang na kulang talaga yung sweldo ko. I don't know but it cross in my mind to read more to know more about business, On the 4th day of the June 2013, One person approach me maybe or God has know already my Plans . He tells me this.? Hi Pretty, "WHAT TO DO WHEN YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO?" Pretty kasi yan yung sa FB ko . I ignore it. It's because akala ko Joke lang.So I ASK him , is this messages is intentionally for me ?You know what he said? Nope!!! Actually its for myself, I'm in the middle of nowhere. So, I try to ask you to get some answer. Then, Slowly, My mind stuck cause even me I don't know what to do nor to answer it. So, on the other day that questioned bothers me. asking MYSELF WHY I AM HERE ? What is my purpose?Suddenly, I read some eBooks from the net. Accidentally , it was related to self development, To make the story shorts. You have to mold yourself, keeps you motivated, Be ignite. From now then, I know what is my plans is.In a little way of reaching it. I join some online money making. First I was disappointed, I end up nothing I earn nothing, But with the help of my business partners who did not stop motivating me, In just 3 weeks I earn almost 20,000. I think this is the turning point in my life a brand new one.I read books if I have time, I need to feed myself from nothing to knowledgeable one.This is for my future, and no one can take that away from me.
MY FAVORITE QUOTES :
- "IF YOU WANT TO SUCCEED CHOOSE TO PROSPER"
- " AND COMMIT TO FOCUS YOUR GOAL"
- " YOUR FUTURE IS IN YOUR HANDS"
Hope in my little way of success I am able to inspire you.My life in Kuwait.
I am happy being a single Mom, Now I know what is priority are: DREAM BIG !!!
Till then,
Maria
HER INCOME :
Before I go, I will share this with you my little humble business while I am here in KUWAIT.
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